Me and one of my favorite fags ;) (lol jk Andrew <3 )

(The angry-ness is not directed towards anyone, I just felt that I had to share my thoughts! No worries!)

“I’m glad to say that I have friends that can be straight up with me; that even if we get mad at each other and other junk, we’re still REAL. I’m glad that they can stand up to me when they think I’m wrong, and vice-versa. In the end, we’re still friends. Thanks to those real friends ♥”

I just posted that on FB, and honestly.. I am SOOOO glad that no matter what, I know I have real friends. No matter how far apart we may be, no matter how busy we are, no matter how mad we get at one another, and despite the fact that we may not have seen each other in awhile I know that these friends are the BEST CATCH ever. Because you know what? They are STRAIGHT UP. And I’d rather have THAT over a lying, fake-ass, two-faced idiot ANY DAY.

I am SO done allowing those negative kind of people enter my life and take advantage of me. I am REALLY done with FAKE PEOPLE. And that makes ME happy :)

I remember back in junior high, I used to be this super clingy person who needed to be reassured EVERY SINGLE day that I was loved. Then I remembered, “WHOAH, you were like that in high school as well.” Looking back at those old relationships, and my relationship with Ken today, I see how STUPID I was.

I was once an overbearing, super jealous, ridiculously clingy person. I had to see that person enough times a week. I had to be told everyday why I was loved. I had to be given a new reason for being wonderful, or some shit. BLAH BLAH BLAH.  I am not who or WHAT I once was. After high school, there was a whole different me. No more CLINGY. Reflecting on those times makes me want to hurllll. Like. FUH REAL DOUGH.

Looking past the ugly.. Ken and I are in a relationship where we give each other a respectful amount of space. We want our relationship to last so we keep shit chill. He does HIS thing, and I do MINE. We give good space, and we make time for our own lives. Yes, I must admit that when he and I are together, we make an awesome pair and we have the gnarliest time together. Yet, I don’t need to see him all the damn time. I do not need him to tell me that he loves me all the time like how I used to be. I actually don’t need a lot from him… and knowing that he truly LOVES me is just enough for me. That’s why we awe-some.

/endfuckingrantstoryshii♥

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